Sect Year 5 · fifth month · night of day 1 · the forty-ninth life: Orrel Lane, his fifty-second year
Garrow called down to the bend. The first time the words came out as breath with a shape in it, and he had to stop and begin again. The second time he got the shape right. “Veda.”
Her voice came back up the stone at once, close and tired. She was saying something about the cart, and then about the horse, and then she stopped. He heard her breathing, quick and short, as she breathed after a long climb with a bundle on her back. She had seen the lamp.
“I see it, Da,” she called. “I can see the window.”
“Keep looking at it. Don’t look at the water.”
He couldn’t lift his head to see her. He tried, and the room tipped, and the pillow came up hard against his cheek, wet from his own mouth. He lay back. Above him the ceiling boards were black with the smoke of other lamps, the same boards he had watched since they carried him in. He had never noticed how the grain ran. It ran toward the window, the way the lane ran toward the bend.


